Raining Marshmallows

woman

2011-12-03T12:13:00.000-08:00

i love you so much, and i still do...

Take a look at me now

2011-10-29T14:03:00.000-07:00

I am a pathetic mess, a pathetic wreck, i don't know, there are so many things around me that remind me of you. Woman, you have left me with not only my heart but also my soul. I am sure you don't even care, so it's ok.

The current state

2011-10-29T01:22:00.000-07:00

I'm still bloody depressed as a motherfucker, it has lasted for 9 or so days, the pain is unbearable...

Man this sucks...

It seems

2011-10-28T12:11:00.001-07:00

That i don't blog nowadays, which makes it somewhat odd, of sorts, but i am here now, not quite sure of what to do and its already 3.12, depending on where you are, time is not the same you know, neither is it cheap. So yeah, instead of writhing my sorrows away, i think it's time for a blog post, or so to speak, because somehow, i think that i have gone soft. When i read all of the posts that i have done before, it brings me to the realisation that somehow i was kinda fucked up back then, not to the extent where i should be considered as a crime against nature, but i was, carefree.

I did some looking back at my older posts. They are sort of cool (well, to me i guess) and i did laughed at the enormous amounts of mistakes i have done in the past, which is keeping my mind active, for a while. Oh well, the pain is here again, just have to let it heal in time.

I love you

2011-10-27T23:26:00.000-07:00

I really do, it's painful for me to let you go but somehow i have to, it hurts so much woman because nobody has opened me up the way you do, i am pretty sure that you'll never open this blog, or whatever it is because i don't either. Let's just say this post is a memoir of a broken man with the thought that he would never love again but somehow he did and got his heart broken by the girl he loved so much. The decisions i make in life would never suffice to the expected outcome and its devastating, i would really love to have another moment with you but i think that won't happen anymore. Goodbye woman, if you do stumble upon this, just so you know that i would always love you and i really miss you sunshine.

The good old days

2010-12-26T01:47:00.000-08:00

ART ATTACK mates, is a dope show, seriously it is, when i was younger i used to watch this on the tele because its dope like that...

This is part 1/2

and this is part 2/2

Till next time...

Milk?

2010-12-26T01:24:00.000-08:00

As i was going through the isles in my local grocery store, i suddenly had this question about the term "soy bean milk". The question that comes to mind, why is it called, milk? I mean, the liquid is extracted from soy beans, would should be reasonable to call it as, well, soy bean juice, wouldn't it? Because if u think about it, grape juice is well, extracted from grape, why isn't soy bean milk is called soy bean juice when it has pretty much the same process?

Went to wikipedia and some do call it as soy bean juice...

So yeah, i'm just posting this out of boredom...

Till next time...

Christmas

2010-12-24T09:36:00.001-08:00

Merry christmas to my Christian mates and those who celebrate christmas around the world...

May good things happen to you... :)

Foursquare

2010-12-19T03:41:00.001-08:00

If a guy is banging his girlfriend as he is on foursquare, can he be the mayor of the girl's ass?

Or, if the guy is on foursquare again and is also banging the girl's ass, again, can he actually put there, "so and so just checked into so and so's ass".

Random thoughts...

Till next time...

Come to think of it

2010-12-18T05:20:00.001-08:00

When i see my previous post, it's just a wanker's excuse for being a failure, i dont need a bloody slap in the face to reinvent myself, so yeah, i said that, word...

Till next time...

Re

2010-12-09T20:54:00.000-08:00

I have always said to myself, its time to reinvent myself, to change for the better, to kick off old habits, to start off, fresh. Deluded into the this mindset where my capabilities are adequate when it is nowhere near the capacity where it can bring back good results. No, good is not the adjective, it's about being the best, to overcome with the odds stacked against me, which i always take it lightly and it's jeopardizing my future. This predicament, is exactly what I needed.

The wake up call, the spark to bring me back on solid ground, this seems to be it, rise and taste reality, the ultimate slap in the face, and to pick up the pieces where i have left off and reinvent myself, that will be the order for next semester. I must agree, I'm not getting younger, if the results stay stagnant, so will the future, and that is, by all means have to be avoided. But then again, talking alone is not enough, actions must accompany it, so, the stepping stone is there, it's just a matter of taking the leap of faith from being an arrogant douchebag to a humble, wise man... i guess...

Accepting defeat is the first step in self-humility...

Till next time...

A reason

2010-12-06T02:28:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, people have the sensation to feel, love and no one is an exception towards this, it comes in many different forms, either it's a love from a mother towards her child, a love from a lover to his/her partner. Now people always say that it's love which keeps a relationship together or pity which keeps it together, the way I see it, it's not true. It's communication and understanding which keeps a relationship together for a very long time.

Some may be blessed with this gift of being able to communicate with their partner, some aren't so lucky. The way that one can truly understand his/her partner is through communication as said numerous times by psychologists/therapists and this helps to go a very long way. People have different opinions about different things, trying to comprehend and sync a set of beliefs of another person might be difficult but it's those little things which keeps a relationship together, to make it work, because as everything else in this world, relationships are a sort of mechanism which is operated by two beings and it is fueled by a mix of love, compassion, communication and understanding, but sadly, some people have only two of these properties, which causes this mechanism called a relationship unable to work.

Have an understanding towards your partner can go a long way...

I have no idea why i'm in the mood to write this, but hey, what to do, got the jive going on, hahaha!

Till next time...

Glory to mother Russia

2010-12-03T00:07:00.000-08:00

Congratulations to Russia for winning the 2012 World Cup, it's kind of an inevitable choice because, come on mates, its Russia, formerly known as USSR during its communist days. It's the freaking biggest country in the world, and the most powerful to me because Napoleon and Hitler, 2 of the most powerful dictators/leaders/tyrants/heroes in the world couldn't hold a prayer, against the wrath of Mother Russia.

Some of the people who shape the world we know today are from Russia such as Catherine the Great, Ivan the terrible, Lenin, Stalin, Rachmaninov, Tchaikovsky, and, Zangief to name a few.

Terror

But in the land which Tetris and drunk Russians with their 16 year-old brides come from, none of them have a more powerful impact on the voting other than this man...

Ultimate Terror

Vladimir Putin, the baddest leader ever in the world, even Kim Jong Il can't surpass him in the badass category, how bad is he? If Obama is good at shooting hoops, this guy is good at whooping asses, he holds a 6th dan in Judo besides from practicing Sambo, earning the title master of sports for both martial arts and he's a former KGB agent (how more bad ass can you get?).

I bet if u would put him in the middle of a thick jungle alone, he would come back to civilization with battle scars acquired from fighting wolves, tigers, big foot, bears and big foot, which he wins and kills every single one, every single time.

The last image of big foot before he got owned by Putin

Shit, i think he would decimate Zangief if they were to battle it out in a ring and i think that is why the Russian Federation won the right to host the 2018 World Cup, not democracy, not by how footballing has progressed in that country, it's because of this man, he pawns all, and that is a wise enough decision why you should NOT vote against Russia.

Again, congratulations to Russia for hosting the 2018 World Cup...

Till next time...

Being, perfect...

2010-11-27T03:48:00.000-08:00

There is no such thing as being a perfect person/thing/being so on, u just can't, why am i saying this? Perfect is nothing more than a superlative which is impossible to accomplish. Think of this. If you have perfect grades so on and so forth, u failed at being a failure. U lean more towards achievement rather than failure, therefore, u fail at failing and vice versa, being perfect, as I see it, is being perfect at both things, at being both a failure and an achiever, and it is preposterously impossible, and therefore, defeats the whole idea of perfection.

Now, let's look at this theory that i have built, put it in another sense, as in, in a form of a question then comes to mind when we review the word as in, usage, how did we came in contact with this word? It's because we made the whole thing up about perfection, such as the perfect guy/girl, the perfect body, the perfect afternoon, we see these things as perfect because it pushes the right buttons, the right situations, or requirements. Come to think of it, why do guys see that a girl/celebrity/whatever to have the perfect body shape/face/hair/whatever?

It's because it fits to the liking of the person, as the phrase which goes, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. He/she is perfect for someone while he/she might be absurdly inappropriate for others.

So folks, be grateful to what u have, because there's nobody that can satisfy all of ur needs, do think of it this way, what might not be perfect for u, might leave and be perfect for another person because he/she satisfies of his/her taste and maybe the one that u have thought of being all perfect might not be the ideal one for u after all.

A random song for the random post...

Till next time...

All talk and no substance

2010-11-25T01:04:00.000-08:00

I use facebook, for a variety of reasons, u know, to check out people, see how they are doing, talk to my friends, u know, stalk people for no reason, normal facebook stuff that people do (except for the stalking bit). This activity seems harmless until, when it comes to status updates posted by my friends (insert any name here), i am not offending anybody, but i'm just saying something that offends me. Having a very low tolerance level to idiotic status updates, these crummy and poorly thought out status updates are starting to bug me.

For instance, lets take a normal update, like, your in love with someone, very well, u will say that u love someone, but when u dedicate all of your time, every single update, every single post to say that u love a certain someone in corny sentences, like the moon shines as brightly as ur ass, and people actually liked these sort of updates, every time, its thoughtful for the one who is receiving the love wishes, this post is not written out on the sole purpose of jealousy that people are more popular than i am, but do take a minute to think. The rest of us dont care, seriously, we don't give a flying fuck for anything that happens in ur relationship, period.

This begs the question, to delete, or not to delete, i am just going to keep silent on the decision that i am going to take, because, face it, the universe favours the good looking, and when everybody isnt on the side that u are on, it becomes ridiculously difficult to apprehend the situation, and igniting the flame of hate is not the way, but here it is, my two cents for all of u love dovey love birds who have so much love that u cant help but to not keep it to yourselves,

There's a reason why they call it as your private life, its meant to be, private.

Till next time...

A happy guy

2010-10-26T12:28:00.001-07:00

if radiohead could come here to perform in Malaysia, i'd be the first one to get the bloody tickets, i mean, look at this!

Paul

2010-10-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

Paul the octopus died, damn son, i feel sad for a squid, imagine that, having no relations with the animal other than seeing him on television and on the papers, i feel sad for the thing. I always liked the aura of superstition he brings making many football fans worship, like the whole nation of Spain who even bid to bring him to Spain (sounds like a transfer bid for a football player), while others hate him, (i actually saw football fans threatened to kill Paul, and i thought i was crazy). A sad day for football fans across the world. R.I.P Paul...

Bet he's in heaven with God, predicting the end of days, in those little boxes...

Pwnage...

Till next time...

No regrets

2010-10-21T12:13:00.000-07:00

I have, no regrets regarding my past or my present, i see things must go on and i hate when things disrupt the motion. This annoys me a lot, the minuscule things which ties us all back from the potential that we might achieve, isn't it disappointing? So i, have voluntarily absolve myself from the chains of the past, which has been retarding this flow of progress. Again, regrets are no longer, i shall start a new life and every single word will be determined by me, no one else has authority on what should be done. I am the master of my own future. Knowing that i would be, some time in the future be once again bounded by boundaries that might occur. Before that time comes, i prefer to keep the delusion alive, the delusion being superior, the delusion that will keep my sanity intact, i was wrong back when i thought that someone else might keep it for me...

a random transcript from me, will write again soon...

There There

2010-09-12T06:34:00.000-07:00

Here it is mates, my latest post after a very long hiatus (a fancy euphemism for the word absence of new material due to laziness, come to think of it, both works, just pick a ridiculous excuse, and get on with your life). I have nothing much to present to you folks, like tech stuff, clothes, u know, personal interests. Hence, it should be a good enough reason for the absence. I do however, have the time to consider the term, personal interest, well, this blog is pretty much personal, although i am writing it for the world to read it even though i have not yet informed my peers of the existence of this blog because it is in some sense, personal, and writing, an interest of mine. That aside, this new post will the first amongst many. So sit tight you good people because i will keep you informed in some way.

A video to keep u on your toes...

Till next time...

The good old days

2010-02-14T06:44:00.000-08:00

hello again folks, its me posting for valentines day, wait, why should post a blog for this particular day? is it poor judgement, lack of knowledge regarding the day that i'm in, or voodoo curse? Its more like im posting about something that i love dearly, which is writing, folks, i have lost my touch in writing, not to say that i am capable of writing something impeccable which can awe the reader into smashing his head to the laptop/desktop screen because of my vocabs and such, but losing touch in a way that only the author him/herself can understand. I feel that my standard is getting lower, i dont know why.

On another note, my script didnt get the award for best script although my class won the best sketch in a sketch/drama competition held by UiTM Melacca, thoroughly pissed about that decision. Oh well, at least I can share the glory with my mates, but, what about self-pride?

lol...

Till next time...

insert a new title here

2010-01-04T19:26:00.000-08:00

Hello to all, its been a while since i have posted my thoughts of this world through the world wide web for all of u folks to read the contents through ur pc monitor or laptop screen, either way that suits u better. Anyways, this is my first post since i've arrived in UiTM, its been good, or is it? I have no idea, it takes two to tango and im just being that spoilt bitch refusing to dance according to the institution's steps, maybe i'm more to mambo or some other style of dancing instead of tango. Maybe I'm experiencing a sort of culture shock to the way of living in this place, culture shock? its more like being shell shocked than actually being culture shocked, its tiring. The classes are far away, the sun is scorching hot and its penetrating through my skin, im sweating like a (pick an animal which is legal in ur religion and haram for another), again, im being the bitch who still refuses to tango.

Like it or not, as with any good student, I have to bend over and let the institution do the rest, I mean, what can go wrong, right? right???

Im paranoid, i feel insecure, i feel lonely, im bored, i feel lazy, i feel like writing my thoughts (as always) but then again, i feel lazy...

To the new followers of my cult, uh, blog, i want to say thank u for spending ur time to read the monstrous crap that i produce.

And happy new year to all, i know im 18 days late (depending on which part of earth ur living in)

Till next time...

Complex

2009-12-24T07:43:00.001-08:00

I was simple minded during my younger days, beguiled by this world, never had peer pressure during my delightful high school years, but like many adolescence my age, I grew up. I do not consider myself as an intellectual although some pointed out that I was indeed a gifted child who lacked guidance. I guess if I did followed what my superiors told me all those years, my outcome would differ dramatically than what I am now. Maybe i would be doing what i wanted to do, law, i know, a career filled with deceitful men who administer the country. But rather following their vile footsteps, I had a completely different goal in mind, to achieve enlightenment of the mind through knowledge of the laws which govern men. I know, it sounds I better be off in the philosophy department.

Nonetheless, I am what i am now, guided by fate, or a higher order of the universe, a force which drives every atom, every single organism, call it what u want, God or any other wise being who inhabits the sky. Taking a course i am completely oblivious to, with careful steps into the unknown, the course did offer me doing something that have been my interest for many years which was writing. According to my track record i.e my blog, I'm not an avid writer, well, actually, I am. It's just that I have so many ideas in my head, but i fail to manifest it into a blog post, but then again, nobody actually reads the contents of this blog, so, it doesnt matter.

I Say

2009-12-22T13:40:00.000-08:00

Hello again folks, i know u wont notice this post because this blog is not important for the normal folk to take notice or better yet to read it, but then again i am extremely bored to the extent that i have to actually do a blog post. One of those inspirations, if you may comes from my discoveries of other blogs, either stumbled upon or just, out of boredom, i will google some random word and poof, there i see a few blogs either locally or internationally. In my recent adventures, I have read some interesting stories, of people expressing their love towards another human being, either straight forward or subliminally, u know, those folks who put some alphabet like N or S to hint the people around his/her circle about his/her relationship with his/her significant other or to tell the one who they are in love with, that they miss or love or whatever tp this particular person. Love, is a wonderful thing, I agree, there is nothing more inspiring than to have another human being who is passionate in loving you. Even George Carlin said something about this topic.

"Dear Political Activists,
All your chanting, marching, voting picketing boycotting and letter-writing will not change a
thing; you will never right the wrongs of this world. The only thing your activity will accomplish
is to make some of you feel better. Such activity makes powerless people feel useful, and provides them the illusion that they 're making a difference. But it doesn 't work. Nothing changes. The powerful keep the power. That's why they 're called the powerful.
This is similar to people's belief that love can overcome everything, that it has some special power. It doesn't. Except one on one. One on one, love is
incredibly powerful. It is a beautiful thing. But if love had any power to change the world, it would
have prevailed by now. Love can't change the world. It's nice. It's pleasant. It's better than hate.
But it has no special power over things. It just feels good. Love yourself, find another person to
love and feelgood.
Love, George"

George Carlin - When Will Jesus Bring the Porkchops

The title of the book aside, and also what he is known for, which is for some of u who do not know this very special man, he is George Carlin one of the greatest comedians ever to grace the mic with his edgy comedy, his defiance towards authority and this statement was spot on by him, who knew, even he has a soft spot for love, i guess we all do, its human nature, its natural for someone to look for another to lean on to, to love and be loved. I have times where I prefer to be alone, because of the hypocrisy of the world urges me to curl up in my cubicle, but then again, I am only human...

A video for all who stumble upon this...

What If?

2009-12-19T07:54:00.000-08:00

OK, the title has nothing to do with the actual contents of this post, oh well, my fellow followers, stumblers and readers alike, i, in a few days' time will be off to Melaka, continuing my studies, doing Diploma in Mass Communications (believe me folks, i myself do not know what i am facing here) for 3 years. Anyways, will be busy for the next for weeks or few months, depending on my schedule, well, this blog gets updated frequently (if u appreciate the sarcasm that i put in), got to be organised now, so posts will dramatically slow down, So, wish me luck as i embrace my newest endeavour with stride.

Another day, another follower

2009-12-14T20:38:00.000-08:00

My sphere of influence is dramatically expanding! Now i have 3 followers! Now its 2 guys and a girl! *insert a tv sitcom here*, anyways, i shall be going to UiTM at the 27th of December, yes folks, im leaving the comforts of home for something else, a journey, a voyage if u must, towards the unknown, filled with demons and their demon friends, stuff like that...

aaanyways, i have nothing to offer to u folks, maybe i'll think of one, maybe i wont, i dont know, hey, its my blog, so shut it...

lol...

Till next time...

Dude, wheres my cow?

2009-11-26T18:17:00.000-08:00

Its 10.17, after the raya prayers, its time when cows, sheep, camels will be sacrificed to feed to the poor, selected cows, sheep, and other livestock of course, now people, dont go running chasing some cows in ur neighbourhood, given that u even have some stray cows hanging around the vicinity of your homes, unless u folks live in a kampung environment then, i wish them livestock, lots and lots of luck. Believe me, if they actually had idea about what we gonna do to those folks, i can guarantee u that they wont be anywhere near human reach, maybe they'll build a fortress for livestock or stuff like that...

OK, cheap humours aside, i wish all of you a Happy Eid ul Adha...

Carl pawns all with Auto-tune

2009-11-16T21:04:00.000-08:00

dopest song ever created!

As They Say It

2009-11-04T10:21:00.000-08:00

I have nothing really to write at this time, just spending my time rotting in this hapless state, just thinking about random stuff that may turn out very great if i actually put more effort into those ideas and actually represent them into a form of text which is read only by those who are faithful or just taking strolling through blogs by either stumbling over this blog or is really bored that they'll key in the words raining marshmallows on the google search engine, like thats gonna happen, i mean, i have two followers who is basically the same dude. Nowadays i tend to stay silent and not profess the profanities of the world but rather keeping it to myself, it seems that normal folk are comfortable living in their own mental cubical which they tend to reject the words that i speak.

Never mind, im not going to discuss more on this matter because it may be feeble for those feeble minded folks who shrug off my thoughts.

anyways, a song for you folks! yay! (has no relation to the little piece that i've given, but hey, its feist)

New post

2009-09-28T10:52:00.000-07:00

Some music to keep u folks busy...

The greatest theme song ever created

2009-09-17T00:00:00.000-07:00

This is, to me, the greatest theme song for a tv show, especially when its name is called Cosmos, the host, or narrator is Carl Sagan , a great man who brought the knowledge of the stars to the people in the US and if u are a bootlegger, around the world, it doesnt matter how u got the series, the thing is that, the knowledge brought by this man is to be cherished by all..

I haz, a follower

2009-09-16T23:41:00.000-07:00

It seems, somebody is following my blog, its an accomplishment because this barren wasteland that u call a blog is neither interesting nor is it revolutionary, a dude talking about random stuff on things that are stuck in his mind, last time i checked, almost 90% percent of people who have a blog talks about the same thing, well, same topic, different people, some might go and discuss about luxury items such as, handbags, purses, stuff like that, but the core idea is that, they talk about themselves. I carried out this extensive research with the aid of the people's money, 50 mil to be exact, so now im using ur money to do a nonsensical research, suck on that. (ok, stop bullshitting)

The blab of the day i guess...

Will do a post on Eid...

TIll next time..

An Inspiration For All

2009-09-07T10:42:00.000-07:00

Carl Sagan, one of the greatest minds of the 20th century with one of the greatest speeches of all time...

I am, a Lazy Prick

2009-09-07T10:22:00.000-07:00

I am, slacking off, really slacking off, i am not doing any hw, didnt attend school for a week (the deal was, 1 week of holidays, but i took 2) , completely oblivious to the syllabus, in real deep shit as far as the curriculum studies are concerned, didnt do well in the previous exam, did quite poorly but still managed to own a few people, oh well, got to get studying, the finals is 2 months away, im way behind. But in all, to sum up my slacking off in a few words, on how does it feel to not do anything in the space of a few weeks, it felt, good.

Better study more...

Till next time...

Manifested onto different forms

2009-08-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

The Illest dude to ever grace the mic or on keystyle, is back, move over Altimet, here is the real KOMY, Wordsmanifest with his latest track, check out that ish man, that shit is siccckkk...

The seventh seal is opened

2009-07-25T04:02:00.000-07:00

rakim is back, nuff said...

Three times the charm

2009-07-15T07:51:00.001-07:00

This is it, The Rhymeweaver's latest mixtape, part of his, Mixtape series, and all i can say, the odds of getting 5 mics is promising...

So let us embark into the darkness shall we...

Watch your step...

Track listing :

1. Welcome to the Unknown (intro)

2. A Real Bargain (feat. El Genio)

3. The Philtre

4. Rest Stop

5. Jangan Pandang Belakang

Bonus Track: Gorehounds (feat. Familyboy)

The starting of the mixtape is already frightening with the samples of the supernatural laced with one horrific ass beat, and after the intro, the horror keeps coming on and on...

Storyline wise, its the dopest by far with horror stories sending chills down your spine with the perfect selection of beats, the guests this time, sadly is not as much as the previous mixtape but still prove to be sufficient and capable to actually make you piss in your pants if you are (preferably listening at night through your earphones/headphones/earpieces/whatever).

Looking on...

My favourite track right now is Jangan Pandang Belakang which is a typical horror story where its in the wee hours in the morning and, and, lets just let the listeners experience that one for themselves, where is the fun of a horror story if i tell u the details, right? I prefer to take this song because its the only malay song in the mixtape, and a very well crafted one.

I wish not to take the track A real bargain as my favourite because although appealed to me the most with the samples and whatnot, but Im in that track collaborating with him and that would seem bias, to pick a track which i collaborated him as a favourite track in the mixtape, isnt it?

The bonus track, is Gorehounds, i have promoted this song a few months back (check 2008) and all i can say, its the perfect selection for this type of mixtape, with the horror and all as its main topic.

And finally, he is selling this mixtape at NZ5.00 (get your calculators people to convert because im just too lazy), you can navigate on how to buy the mixtape or downloading the free version (minus the good stuffs) here , here and here . I strongly suggest that u buy because its hard to get quality storytelling rap songs at this price

The Verdict - just like the price he is selling his mixtape, in NZ currency obviously, a 5 out of 5.

How smooth can you go

2009-07-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

Damn Maxi Jazz's raps are so smooth, laced with that house-esque beat, and you got yourself a dope ass song, screw lyricism this time, flow is the way to go

Legends

2009-07-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

George Carlin, one of the greatest comedians who ever lived comments on Michael Jackson, the greatest entertainer/singer who ever lived, its a shame that both of them are dead...

Horrific Bombardment

2009-07-04T04:32:00.000-07:00

This is the year of the dope, made that zodiac all by myself, yeah, one thing thats gonna come is supernatural rap mixtape ish and i think its gonna be his most dopest work ever because yours truly is gonna appear in that mixtape, expect Baphomet come knocking your window after u hear the collaboration between the weaver and me...

Anyways, i got an update, expect bombardment, its time for the bombshelter, TBS bitches, where weak cats being blasted outside the premises and whatnot, it involves 2 members of the watchers, which is the ill rhyme sayer dafrosty and the smoothest emcee who ever graced the mic in MY phin . Yeah, and a whole other stuffs like the release of The schizzowphernic, be there, or be triangle (lame)...

We're the ones who kill YOU, bichezzz...

The day after

2009-06-26T20:35:00.001-07:00

Michael Jackson died yesterday, I was at school when i heard this, when people said, michael jackson is dead, i thot it cant be, must be a joke, or like those "punk is dead" or "hip hop is dead" statements, well, if they are dead, how come people still making punk or hip hop music? OK2, back to MJ, he was my hero (just like the millions who admired his dance moves and memorized his songs) I remembered my first MJ song, which was Earth Song, and that was like my first contact with music, it isnt like i never heard of music before, its just that other songs at that time were only songs, this was something truly different, i remembered i used to turn up the speakers when i heard the song, and still is...

And yesterday altho i was deeply saddened about his death, but there was something that made me happy at the same time, every single Malaysian english stations played his songs, good music, screw Jonas Brothers, that chick who sang sugar with Flo Rida, shit, Flo Rida and Jonas Brothers cant even be mentioned in the same sentence as MJ, but still , and i was like, damn, do they really need the guy to be dead before u can actually appreciate his work, songs like Bad, Thriller, Billy Jean, Earth Song, The Way You Make Me Feel and many many others, to songs from his Jackson 5 days like ABC, I'll Be There and many others, with a tour and a album coming out, i thought it was too early for him to go, maybe he should die sometime after those things are done, but hey, im a mere mortal, what can i do, people die, and Michael, as great as he was, also die.

R.I.P Michael Jackson or his muslim name, Mikaeel Jackson

This is my first MJ song

Posts

2009-06-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since i posted something here, guess i've been busy, too busy, got some tracks on the way, anyways, im in Form 6 for good, i guess, gonna do law after this, thats the blueprint. Oh well, i got some thoughts in my head but i think its too "offensive" for the malaysian way of thinking, i might post something here and the next day i got ISA dudes at the front of my house because of the "offensive" nature my posts are which are critical to the malaysian way of thinking or the malaysian way of life, i dunno, maybe we are still in the infancy stages when it comes to these things, but hey, i'll be that obedient motherfucker as long as u dont come to my house and take me away, i have many things to say about the world i live in and as times passed i feel that my consciousness doesnt really fit with the malaysian way of thinking, maybe its me, but heck, im sure somebody is pissed off about some government organization and whamming the system for screwing up, i'll be here in my safe little area until i have enough knowledge to actually rebuttal against these fucks, till then...

Ignorance Is Bliss...

Cooking up more soul

2009-05-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

Damn this record is too deep, too deep, i just gotta post this, you see, i have every single sam cooke song ever released, even some unreleased ones, and damn this song is just, too deep, one of his best records in my opinion...

Goodness comes in all Forms

2009-05-11T05:04:00.000-07:00

I gots to do form 6, based on a few folks that i sort of like i got some pros and cons off this, some people say its difficult as fuck and i need to actually bust mah ass but the return is sweet, after that, i can do a degree straight away! sounds like a 2 pizzas from Pizza Hut worth 28 buck deal, jeah jeah, but if i dont get good results, kiss mah chances on going to do a degree goodbye, damn...

Its sort of a gift and a curse, but, then again, if i get UiTM, thats a totally different story, I get to leave Form 6, and just continue to do a diploma on Accountancy there...

Life is filled with surprises and bullshit, oh well...

listen to the chorus...

Aint life grand...

Till next time...

As The Clouds Pass By

2009-05-03T04:20:00.000-07:00

happy mother's day to my mum, god i am such a douche to post this one day after...

ergh...

till next time...

Relapse

2009-04-30T05:11:00.000-07:00

fav song right now, fuck all u haters! the hook is dope! haha!!!

Unity

2009-04-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

We all want unity, u know, to unite the people of the world and such, to live together in harmony, to break barriers and whatnot, but think about this, we want unity, but can we tolerate with them assholes? U know what im talking about, that asshole can be anywhere, ranging from the workplace, the learning institution even the one your living with that makes u think "why the hell did i marry this douche". Think about it, do we really want to live in harmony with these creeps? Give me your thoughts on this (which is like only 2-3 persons)

Just asking...

Till next time...

Oh fuck it

2009-04-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

You know, one of those days, when u feel like, im an unhealthy fuck, damn, i need some exercise and whatnot, u know, this was one of those many, many, many dayt, so, i write this entry to say that, the revelations are true, even Nostradamus prophesied this day would come, well, it hasnt arrive yet, still around the corner, but the day will come...

Higher Learning Institution...

Ergh, im not against this idea but still man, i wanna hang out and do more goofy shit before i go into a higher learning institution, i mean, life is more than just studying on some subject that ur doomed with the rest of your life (mine is accountancy) but hey, people say the world needs more accountants and whatnot, so, i need some greens when i get out of there, so, back to the topic (i dont really know why i wrote this entry), the final frontier in education, a new dimension where a reptilian race rules and we need to kill to survive and shit like that (just exaggerating here a lil bit)

But still, it must be weird, waking up in the middle of paddy field if i am sent to Arau, Pelis, or waking up in the middle of the jungle if they send me to Johor, or maybe even wake up next to the freaking highway at UiTM Perak. This is totally out of my comfort zone here, not to see those people who i interact with everyday and instead have to socialize with a bunch of half-wits (if im unlucky) or some visionary who wants to change the world (if im lucky), like being a roomie of the future Prime Minister of Malaysia, we'll never know, but still, i still cant imagine being a whole new place, if im REALLY lucky, somewhere in the Malaysian Peninsula, or in Sabah or Sarawak, they say chicks there are cute/hot/whatever u wanna categorize them, i havent witness it first hand yet, maybe i will, i dont know.

So, wherever im going, its going to be a WHOLE new experience for me, oh well, every journey begins with a single step, or something like that...

gotta be ready...

embrace it with full of confidence child, so that it will be easy for u to be triumphant...

whatever that means, just made that shit up... T.T

Till next time...

Since when?

2009-04-12T08:37:00.000-07:00

I always have that question about Islam, why the crescent moon and the star? I found out the star part which relates to the five pillars of islam and whatnot, but, the question is, what does the crescent mean actually?

So, i did some research, and what i found out, was, kinda, shocking...

Taken from About.com

The crescent moon and star is an internationally-recognized symbol of the faith of Islam. The symbol is featured on the flags of several Muslim countries, and is even part of the official emblem for the International Federation of Red Cross and Red Crescent Societies. The Christians have the cross, the Jews have the star of David, and the Muslims have the crescent moon, right?
What is the history behind the crescent moon symbol? What does it symbolize or mean? How and when did it become associated with the faith of Islam? Is it a valid symbol for the faith?

The crescent moon and star symbol actually pre-dates Islam by several thousand years. Information on the origins of the symbol are difficult to ascertain, but most sources agree that these ancient celestial symbols were in use by the peoples of Central Asia and Siberia in their worship of sun, moon, and sky gods. There are also reports that the crescent moon and star were used to represent the Carthaginian goddess Tanit or the Greek goddess Diana.

The city of Byzantium (later known as Constantinople and Istanbul) adopted the crescent moon as its symbol. According to some reports, they chose it in honor of the goddess Diana. Others indicate that it dates back to a battle in which the Romans defeated the Goths on the first day of a lunar month. In any event, the crescent moon was featured on the city's flag even before the birth of Christ.

The early Muslim community did not really have a symbol. During the time of the Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him), Islamic armies and caravans flew simple solid-colored flags (generally black, green, or white) for identification purposes. In later generations, the Muslim leaders continued to use a simple black, white, or green flag with no markings, writing, or symbolism on it.

It wasn't until the Ottoman Empire that the crescent moon and star became affiliated with the Muslim world. When the Turks conquered Constantinople (Istanbul) in 1453, they adopted the city's existing flag and symbol. Legend holds that the founder of the Ottoman Empire, Osman, had a dream in which the crescent moon stretched from one end of the earth to the other. Taking this as a good omen, he chose to keep the crescent and make it the symbol of his dynasty. There is speculation that the five points on the star represent the five pillars of Islam, but this is pure conjecture. The five points were not standard on the Ottoman flags, and as you will see on the following page, it is still not standard on flags used in the Muslim world today.

For hundreds of years, the Ottoman Empire ruled over the Muslim world. After centuries of battle with Christian Europe, it is understandable how the symbols of this empire became linked in people's minds with the faith of Islam as a whole.

Based on this history, many Muslims reject using the crescent moon as a symbol of Islam. The faith of Islam has historically had no symbol, and many refuse to accept what is essentially an ancient pagan icon. It is certainly not in uniform use among Muslims.

See that, its a symbol of the Ottoman Empire, Islam never had a symbol, and everyone thinks that the crescent moon and star is related to Islam, if Judaism has the Star of David and Christianity has The Cross , do we need to get a symbol too to identify who we are?

No we dont...

Again, doing my bid for my islamic brothers to give them knowledge and whatnot...

Its the least I can do...

Till next time...

TRS ON XFRESH

2009-04-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

CHECK IT OUT NOW! ITS A ONE HOUR SPECIAL, LUPA NK BGTAU, HOHO, OPEN UR RADIO BITCHEZZZ

X to da Z

2009-04-05T05:23:00.001-07:00

nostalgic, again

2009-04-05T05:06:00.000-07:00

Dope ish from the middle east

2009-04-01T22:59:00.000-07:00

damn son, this record is dope any way u put it...

L

2009-03-26T21:57:00.000-07:00

im not talking about that manga ish, its Big L with this classic...

Big L - All Black

How Dopeness Sounds Like In SG

2009-03-23T06:13:00.000-07:00

There is this one forum, which recommended to my by Dafrosty which is Lion City Hip Hop which as the name suggests is a forum made by Singaporean emcees pretty much like what Emcee David did with Malaysian Hip Hop forum , but the MY version is pretty much dead. Still going strong, but i had a little problem with this forum, most of the emcees here has a south-esque rhyming schemes and flows, im not saying my opposed to this style of rhyming, but its just not to my liking, thats all...

SO, i enter this forum day by day and posting some rhymes in the cypher that which is set up by, Dafrosty, so, that was pretty much my activity there, but, there is this one day, there is one cat which goes by the name of Kwizyne and he is by far is dopest emcee from Temasik IMO, and i cant say much about how dope he is but u can download his latest mixtape by Zshare , Sendspace , Megaupload and last but not least, Rapidshare

You can also visit his MySpace , Friendster and finally Facebook profile, if u wish to listen to his ish first before thinking of downloading this thing, all i can say, its fucking worth it.

Till next time...

Its not an optical illusion

2009-03-17T07:45:00.001-07:00

Look at this picture, and think of it as a metaphor with the cheetah being the emcees and the prey is the wack emcees, wait, do i smell and audio coming up? i dont know, MAYBE... hehe...

UPDATE, THE AUDIO IS OUT, U CAN LISTEN TO IT HERE

Told u wack mofos imma come out with a new audio, listen to that ish...

One of the dopest

2009-03-16T05:07:00.000-07:00

If not the dopest, this one is from eminem, of his first album (not slim shady LP), but infinite, listen to this dope ass track, props to drmc for recommending this one...

To all u hip hop heads out there

2009-03-15T04:51:00.001-07:00

Listen to this one, and tell me who sampled this ish...

Iron Butterfly - In A Gadda Da Vida

Back when

2009-03-15T04:36:00.000-07:00

This is a track from Jay-Z off his first album Reasonable Doubt which is produced by the legendary Primo himself and its way doper than that weak Swagga Like Us shit...

Jay-Z - D'evils

I likez dopez actz

2009-03-10T03:32:00.000-07:00

micwrecka is coming out with a new album and u gotta believe that its gonna be fire, support the brother or else imma send Dment to hunt u motherfuckers, u can listen to his work here ...

support local acts u asses...

again, u can listen to his work here

here

and here

More food for the soul

2009-03-09T23:05:00.000-07:00

a track from a soul legend, who is number 4 on the rolling stones "100 greatest singers of all time" list (marvin gaye is at number 5), and i couldnt agree more...

enjoy...

Sam Cooke - You Send Me

And those days suck

2009-03-03T06:06:00.000-08:00

BACA PART UNO DULU

So, aku pun skipping ngan ceria bersama rabbit2 tepi aku mcm aku pass, muka aku pun ceria jeh walaupun rasa nk royal rumble kt tmpt tu, oh well, aku pun gi la makan ngan member aku, dia memberi suntikan semangat yg x cukup dosage, lagi stress ada la, asalkan dia memberi insentif walaupun x cukup, tp aku pasrah...

aku pun dok la kt satu pondok lain utk tunggu naik bukit, lepas berkomunikasi ngan satu awek drpd sunway nih, takat kenal2 gitu jeh, group kami dipanggil, so, aku pun ikut la, ada satu mamat nih bg instruction dan kami pun disuruh utk msk kereta, aku pun mcm, xpe, ni mesti pass...

suay beb... T.T

naik bukit, lawa, breaking atas bukit, lawa, tayar depan kt garisan kuning, perfect, aku rasa kalo2 dieorg buat olimpik mau gold aku utk naik bukit SAHAJA, pastu, mamat JPJ tu suruh la aku meneruskan perjalanan, aku pun, ok la, teruskan, tekan minyak, lepaskan clutch mengikut sukatan, kereta nk bergerak dah nih, yarggghhh, turunkan handbreak, maybe x suay yg disangkakan, pastu...

T.T

tetiba lak kereta aku undur, aku dh mcm, lakhanat, semua form mencarut yg aku tau aku lepaskan, ranging from cina, melayu to english, masyarakat makmur dikatakan, aku x reti mencarut bahasa tamil psl bdk2 india kt skola aku sikit pastu aku x rapat ngan dieorg, bkn aku racist, dieorg x bersocialize... -__-

turun la aku, pastu mamat kt bwh tu ckp, ha, buat balik, aku mcm, wah, 2nd chance? terima kasih bro, nanti aku kahwin, aku jemput ko dtg, pastu dh sampai atas balik, mamat JPJ tu ckp aku dh fail, toksah buat dua kali (toksah means tak payah), psl dia org kelantan, so, aku phm la pe dia ckp, aku ckp la mamat kt bwh tu ckp aku leh buat 2nd time, tp mamat JPJ ni ckp aku boleh buat sekali, aku pun ngan gagah nyer, letak kereta tu atas bukit, mampus ko la mcm mana ko nk turunkan, aku x kisah...

pastu aku disuruh balik, tp psl aku pegang molotov cocktail, dieorg terpaksa "escort" aku balik, so, xde la aku P, for now, maybe next month, nk retake benda tu mahal beb...

oh well...

Till next time...

Its one of those days

2009-03-03T05:49:00.000-08:00

Hari ni aku gi la JPJ, untuk aku nyer ujian lesen P, bangun punye la awal psl aunty yg kt office tmpt memandu cawangan subang tu kene amik org2 lain di cawangan Sunway ngan PJ, so, aku pun bgn la awal, itu pun nasib baik la ada satu hamba allah ni kejutkan, oh well, so, bgn la aku, mata terkebil2 ngan lampu bilik yg dh mati tu, menggagau jugak la nk carik jalan keluar.

Bilik aku amat la kecik, tp rasa lain mcm jeh pagi nih, mungkin x slalu bgn awal begini, paling awal pun 6.30, aku pun gi mandi air sejuk, water heater kt bilik mak bapak aku rosak, so, bermandi la air sejuk, lepas keluar tu, call member yg gi amik skali test tu arini, mintak la dia ni nyer bpk tolong amikkan skali, dia pun ok.

So, fast forwardkan terus sampai ke Hulu Langat (jauh o kalo dikirakan kalo drpd subang), dengan ngantuk nyer, aku keluar la van tu, aunty driving school tu kasi la card pastu isi and dok kt dia nyer tmpt menunggu, aku dpt no 004, kalo ikut Feng shui cina, nombor mampus, aku bkn pakar nombor or aku pakai pun ideologi/concept dieorg nih, tp rasa mcm suay smcm.

Lepas register, aku dpt la msk kereta, wah, akak la test aku, OK kot...

thats when the fun starts...

aku buat la semua "safety precautions" yg ada dlm manual tu, except satu part, aku x pakai seatbelt, masa bawak tu baru aku mcm, aik, ada benda aku terlupa nih, aiseh man, satu pangkah, pastu kakak ni ngan selamba land dia gi pangkah lagi satu ckp aku x bukak wiper, padahal aku dh bukak utk tontonan dia, tp dia x nk terima, mau aku lempang org tua ni kang.

Bwk la aku kereta ngan penuh cermat, 40 jeh maksimum, complete ngan dia punya taillights cukup, pastu aku msk balik ke headquarters mereka, msk2 jeh, rasa kereta lain mcm, aku mcm, ish, pebenda lak nih, jgn la mati wehhh...

dia mati gak...

kakak tu dh pandang aku ngan muka, "abis la ko, FAIL, akan aku jumpa ko lepas nih" pastu aku pandang dia ngan muka, "alamak, dia nih, aku bagi stone cold stunner gak kang" psl clutch dia bangang type 2.1, beta release lagi...

lepas semua yg di"ceramahkan" oleh kakak JPJ nih, aku pun, gembira keluar kereta altho terasa jeh aku nk bakar kereta nih, oh well...

PART DOS

Feeling Gaye

2009-02-24T06:05:00.000-08:00

If ur an aficionado oh soul, funk and motown music, u must know this guy, the legend himself Marvin Gaye , everybody seems to sample his music because he is that damn good...

Here is a track off his album, I Want You...

Marvin Gaye - Come Live With Me Angel

Fancy Lights

2009-02-20T11:14:00.000-08:00

Ma boy, pHin has released a new track, called Fancy Lights, better believe that shit, u can listen to that new shit here , support ur local hip hop, and he is part of the mixtape coming out that is gonna kill lots and lots of emcees, what mixtape am i talking about? that shit is still confidential...

Hint - Illiminati...

Jeah Jeah...

Till next time...

Marching to chase a few chapters

2009-02-17T11:35:00.000-08:00

What the fuck am i talking about? Im talking about a band called Chasing Chapters which is from my school, well, we are no more students of SMK USJ 4, so fuck it, oh what the heck, they released a new song which is called The Final March which u can listen at their page here , here and here ...

How could i missed this...

2009-02-10T03:50:00.000-08:00

Here is a song from Radiohead off their latest album In Rainbows, the thing was, i am a huge radiohead fan but i didnt notice that their latest album had a 2nd disc and after knowing this fact, i immediately downloaded the 2nd disc...

So, enjoy this video...

Last Flowers - Radiohead

George Carlin kills Lil Wayne

2009-02-09T06:29:00.001-08:00

Ok, this isnt true, but damn son, in this skit of his, he talks about soft names and gun enthusiasts, its definitely one of his funniest acts IMO...

House Of Cards

2009-02-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

This is a song from Radiohead from their album, In Rainbows , this song is nominated for multiple awards at the Grammy's and here is a video of that song, i dont want to take the music video version, so i took the version from their VH1 special, live from the basement because i think this version has more raw emotion to it...

Enjoy

House Of Cards - Radiohead

I have a dream

2009-02-01T09:41:00.001-08:00

Martin Luther King Jr. once said that, and guess what, i too, have a dream, a dream that all emcees' burdens would be lessen when them wack rappers would be exterminated from the face of the earth, and so that we will have something else to rap about than just killing a bunch of gangsta/thug wannabes. Without further or do, i present to u, a mixtape which is like one of them detergent commercials which kill bad bacteria but in a more grotesque way.

The 2nd mixtape off his 5 Mixtape Plan

The Rhymeweaver presents

THE MIXTAPE SERIES VOL. 2: BLOODY HARDCORE BATTLE RHYMES

Track listing:
1. La Fin Absolue du Monde (feat. Raffy Flowa)
2. Legenda Kuasa (bersama The I.R.V)
3. Necronomicon (feat. Nash PB)
4. Rex Imperator (feat. DMent of Triniti)
Bonus Track: Suicide by Rap (feat. Wolf Rellik)

First off, im fucking pissed off that i wasnt selected to be in this fucking mixtape, but i had SPM, oh well, what to do on that part, but im still going to be fair on this review...

OK...

This his 2nd mixtape off his 5 mixtape plan, im soo fucking tired giving u these links, go check it out at my previous posts. (very unprofessional)

This review is actually written when im downloading the mixtape, and thats how much i want to help the mammal out. But its worth it tho, this mixtape is better than his previous mixtape, he makes this one so dope that the previous one sounds shitty as fuck. Like the previous mixtape, this mixtape is filled with goodies such as lyrics, artwork, links and whatnot. So, lets get in deeper into the mixtape shall we.

My favourite song in this Lagenda Kuasa, all i can say about this track is lagenda kuasa motherfuckers! its humorous in a good way because although this is the first malay track from Flow Finesse, its definitely not gonna be the last track from them, the beat fits with the witty rhymes that comes from both of these rappers. All i can see is, there is a good sign that there is gonna be a mixtape coming out and its going to be a dope one

This mixtape still has flaws such as the beats chosen, although im quite aware that the beats are suppose to be weird accompanying some clever rhymes, but these beats are like, meh, i dunno, somehow it doesnt reflect the on the name of the mixtape which is bloody hardcore battle rhymes and as a added track, i would love it if he would put in the song Gorehounds which he made his Familyboy, now that one will fit into this mixtape.

Pros -
Witty rhymes, dope guests and clever punchlines

Cons-
The types of beats, the exception of me in it (ignore this one)

I would rate this mixtape just like the previous one which is a 4/5

Everything is looking good for the weaver for 2009 and with Jin's mixtape, TRS' mixtape im pretty sure that we are going to see land spaces would be lessen due to the graves that will lay to rest many wack emcees.

Dont ever say

2009-01-31T05:04:00.001-08:00

That mainstream hip hop never helped out hip hop, in fact, so many of them underground emcees as well as fans who are blaming mainstream hip hop for killing hip hop with lackluster rhymes which talk about gats, bitches, cars and shit like that - and guess what, i was one of them, then i realized something, i can into contact with hip hop from listening to Snoop Dogg's songs, which i still listen to this day sometimes, as i was listening to that, i thot to myself, how can i express hatred towards these rappers when i myself started rhyming because i emulate that snoop's smooth and fluid flow, still i cannot achieve such feat, but at that time i was like every other adolescent talking about those things that fascinates us and i started to evolve from that, from snoop, i started to go to 2pac because how his lyrics somehow brought impact into me, and then i got involved in rap a little bit more with going to forums and such.

At that time, i was still a naive, young aspired lyricist and whatnot trying to show my lyrical skills at a local forum, then i noticed how their rhymes where much, much more complex and intelligent, or to put into a more hip hop friendly context its much more doper than my rhymes were, and then i wander thru google, trying to search for rappers/emcees that were much doper than the next to try to achieve this level of dopeness, and still learning how to be doper everyday. I didnt start out with Immortal Technique or Mos Def or Rakim but instead started with these, so-called mediocre rhymers such as Snoop, 2pac. (altho he is a legend, people still doubt his lyrical skills) And not every rapper in the mainstream is as stupid as Soulja Boy, there are rappers such as Chamillionaire, Ludacris and Busta Rhymes (he is considered to be more mainstream nowadays) who produce some dope lyrics and be in the mainstream.

Come on, dont tell me u started with Jus Allah, there must be some mainstream rapper u followed before...

Mine was Snoop...

Here is a classic song from Snoop and Dr Dre...

Aint Nuthing But A G Thang - Dr Dre feat Snoop Dogg

Just my 2 cents...

Till next time...

A little nostalgic

2009-01-29T02:36:00.000-08:00

Battery - Metallica

enjoy

Its late Jinuary and I haven't celebrated it yet...

2009-01-26T03:21:00.000-08:00

No, i didnt get the spelling wrong. Its just another reason that wack emcees is going to be killed, by taking excessive amounts of Jin, Jin Kazama from Tekken? Fuck u, its Jin Hackman , a member of the infamous collective, Rogue Squadron, his mixtape is coming out some time late Jinuary, so u wack bitches better hide, because he is coming to get ya. He even got a month named after him, thats how dope he is...

Damn son, i dont even know the fella and im promoting him...

Its ok, help the mammal out...

Till next time...

2

2009-01-26T02:58:00.001-08:00

Is the magic number, u must be asking, what is so significant about this number? Well, its the number where wack emcees be taking a rake and kill themselves with it or taking a revolver and pulling the trigger. Why, u ask? Its when The Rhymeweaver is going to release his 2nd mixtape, Bloody Hardcore Battle Rhymes as part of his Mixtape plan . Somehow the 5 mixtape plan sounds like a diet regimen of sorts, oh well, and one more thing, there is another a few more mixtapes coming out from various acts around Malaysia, will put some coverage or write a blog or something like that on those mixtapes as well. Im pretty sure the year of the Ox will bulldoze ALOT of wack motherfuckers...

Better watch out bitches...

We are watching...

Till next time

Yes We Can

2009-01-23T11:23:00.000-08:00

picked this up from the LA Times

Reporting from Islamabad -- In the first such strikes since the inauguration of President Barack Obama, suspected U.S. missile barrages today killed at least 18 people in the lawless tribal region near the Afghan border, Pakistani officials said.

The two raids suggested that the new U.S. administration intends to press ahead with attacks against Islamic militants in the rural areas, even though the campaign has been politically costly to Pakistan's Western-leaning civilian government. President Obama indicated during the campaign for the White House that he would continue to carry out strikes against "high-value" Al Qaeda and Taliban targets on Pakistani soil, particularly if the Pakistani military were unable or unwilling to act. That declaration ruffled some feathers in Pakistan, where the U.S. raids are extremely unpopular.

Although Pakistani leaders have repeatedly lodged formal diplomatic objections to the American airstrikes, the government is widely believed to have given tacit permission to U.S. forces to carry out such raids -- as long as they do not involve sending ground forces into Pakistani territory.

Pakistani news reports cited security officials as saying that at least five of those killed in today's strikes in the North and South Waziristan tribal agencies -- long known as a haven for Al Qaeda and the Taliban -- were militants. Dozens of such raids have been carried out in the last six months by the Bush administration, killing several important Al Qaeda-linked figures. But scores of Pakistani civilians, including women and children, also died, according to local officials.

The first of today's attacks took place in the North Waziristan village of Zharki, with missiles striking at least two structures, according to security officials. A short time later, a separate strike was reported in South Waziristan. The American military in Afghanistan refused any comment on the raids, but U.S. forces are known to operate unmanned Predator drones from bases on the Afghan side of the border, together with newer Reaper aircraft.

In a sign of simmering antigovernment and antiAmerican sentiment, hundreds of people staged a demonstration here today, demanding a severing of ties with the United States. Also today, new violence hit northwestern Pakistan, where Taliban insurgents have pushed beyond the tribal areas to menace civilians and government troops alike. Two Pakistani soldiers and three civilians were reported killed in bombings in the Swat Valley, a onetime tourist area 100 miles north of the Pakistani capital Islamabad where Taliban militants hold sway despite months of government efforts to dislodge them.

George W

2009-01-21T22:32:00.000-08:00

The great Robin Williams hitting some blows to the previous President of USA, George W Bush, this was during a gala event held at New Wimbledon Theater in honour of the 60th birthday of HRH The Prince of Wales, he also talks about Sarah Palin, John McCain, Bill Clinton, Jack Nicholson, Bono, and Arnold Schwarzengger, enjoy...

when one the best in the south meets...

2009-01-21T02:58:00.000-08:00

the one of the best in the east, well, more like the best of the east, nobody cant touch premo when it comes to producing beats, and i have selected one of his beats for an upcoming mixtape of mine, well, more like a group effort, but still... its my 1st mixtape... will come out soon, when? i dunno, for now, listen to this ish...

Ludacris feat DJ Premier - MVP

So much for death to america

2009-01-18T02:31:00.000-08:00

i have been hearing about this thing called, ban products from America because of their support of Israel and whatnot, and i support this decision 100% because not only it slows down the economical growth of that country but also can boost the country's economical status because of us buying local products and such. But the question is, to what extent? Shit, u cant even last a few minutes without an ipod which is a product from apple, an American company, and some might say, oh, i can buy some cheap mp3 player from China. Fuck u, how long can that thing last? about a few years? damn, that thing cant even last a few months with a shitty capacity compared to an ipod which is like the "it" thing with consumers here in Malaysia, almost every teenager has it and those who dont would be eager to buy it sometime in the future or are dreaming to have it.

And some of the best computer companies are from this devil infested nation of sorts such as Hewlett Packard, Dell and others. So, again u might say, oh, i will buy a Toshiba, Sony or whatever company that produces computers from Japan, i have a question, when u switch on that computer, what comes up? Oh look, its WIndows, doesnt matter whether its a Windows XP or Vista or whatever the version is, that is a product of Microsoft, which is a company from America, the country that we are sort of trying to "ban".

There are lots of other things that Malaysians use that are from America or Europe because the companies from these countries are dominating not only in technology, but pretty much everything else, and the mentality of simple minded Malaysians thinking, oh, local products, we are too "high class" for these sorts of merchandise or the simple, local products are shit...

and i too am guilty because writing this entry on a Macbook, a product of Apple inc. USA...

Till next time

Sound

2009-01-16T20:49:00.000-08:00

Damn son, i need new speakers after my niece busted that shit up, she actually poked the speakers till it broke, and when i said to her not to do it, and she says, ok, and guess what she does next? she pokes the freaking thing again, fuck... well, i cant blame a 6 year old for doing something stupid... need new speakers for the macbook! goddamn it!

Low Yat here i come!

wait, where am i gonna get the greens?

oh damn...

Till next time...

the first brother

2009-01-15T04:13:00.000-08:00

You must be thinking in ur head, who the fuck is the first brother? Its Dment , a dude who is constantly trying to kill me lyrically eventho he claims to be my 'fan', oh well. he is a producer and member of 5forty2 , a member of his collective in Perlis, which is known as AOA (dont have a link for this one and i have no idea what it means, maybe its Armies Of Anchovies, but hey, i could be wrong) and one third of a rap trio known Triniti which consists of Thane and Ajall, u can hear his material from his myspace page , his channel V amp page and soundclick page . Do hope you check out those pages (altho all of em have the same songs) and support the fuck, maybe this will lessen his need to kill me...

Till next time...

The best a milli remix yet

2009-01-03T06:36:00.000-08:00

Forget about Jay-Z's a billi, chamillionaire is the one who kills the a millie beat...

Optical illusions

2009-01-03T03:34:00.000-08:00

Just received a new text message from a friend about saving Al-Aqsa mosque, and there is something that kinda bothers me about this, not saying that im not loyal devotee of Islam or I just dont give a fuck about Islam anymore, I too would like to do something to save that mosque from the clutches of Israel. But, do people know which one is the Al-Aqsa mosque?

Here are two pictures of two buildings, one of them is the Al-Aqsa mosque, the other is The Dome of The Rock...

guess which one is the Al-Aqsa mosque?

Top one? guess again...

People often mistaken the Al-Aqsa mosque with the Dome of the Rock , i intentionally didnt put the links early just to keep ur brain on its toes, i mean, why save something if u dont even know how it looks like?

Just doing my bit for Islam to educate the people...

Till next time...

The New Year

2008-12-31T07:42:00.000-08:00

Its going to be 2009 in a few minutes and im writing this to savour the last minutes of my time in the year 2008, and i have one word to describe 2008, stupid, i dunno about the rest of u, but i think this year is a horrible year for me, the increase in skin blemishes, the decrease in sanity and there is much more things that pissed me off that happened this year, like the increase in the prices although the government has decrease the price of fuel (wow, im talking like a grown ass man) . So, baby new year is coming to knock on my door and greet me with the new year with hopes of it becoming a wonderful and prosperous year (i wish), Well, sarcasms and criticisms aside, i wish all of u readers (which is 4, plus B-pop, the latest addition) a very happy new year. Last year kicked me in the nuts, i wonder what 2009 is going to do to me. Hint recession...

Again, happy new year, and also, happy awal muharram...

U guys forgot about that one didnt ya, u western influenced people...

2009 is coming!

Till next time...

Them smart kids

2008-12-31T07:38:00.000-08:00

The PMR results came out yesterday (depending on the day that u are reading this post) and there is a increase in the number of students who achieve 8A's in their PMR exams, i dunno the number of percentage over last year but what i have read in the newspapers and over the tele, there is an increase. So, next year they will go to form 4 and hopefully some of em will fall and fail later in life, fuck them smart kids...

Just kidding, u smart kids go on, be smart...

Till next time...

Rambang

2008-12-25T10:39:00.000-08:00

Kalo laki org panggil "mamat ni mcm romeo", naper org x ckp "perempuan ni mcm juliet"

Till next time

Writing

2008-12-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

I have problems with writing blogs, not that i am having trouble with the english language, its just that, i have gone through many blogs and i am quite astonished because of the quality of their language which sets them apart from the normal broken "and den we go to dat place la, to eat that thing 1" style of writing. Some of these people write so well that sometimes i feel like a dingbat, for example like "as i sit there in cafe, staring at the complementary newspapers being taken, i reminisce the past while waiting for the future to take its told over my already miserable life", and i'll be like an idiot and i think to myself, "the best thing that i could ever think of is about my stupid experiences during SPM", well, i think its no wonder that these people can write so well. Its because of the countless amounts of books they have read over the course of their lifetime, and what books that i actually have read? About 5 books i think...

Just random thoughts...

Nothing much...

Gotsa read more books...

I guess...

Till next time...

Flow who...?

2008-12-19T23:34:00.000-08:00

Flo Rida? Dont think so, its Flow Finesse . A deadly combination of The Rhymeweaver and his partner in crime, The I.R.V (i have no fucking idea what it means, ask the dude whats the meaning of the name), anyways, check the duo's page out, they gots three tracks up right now and im pretty sure there are going to be lots to come out sooner or later maybe, dunno about that, u can read more about them in their page (the link is up there). But dont just read, do listen to their tracks...

Gotsa make a hip hop duo also...

Wait, i gots me one already...

Aiyoo...

Till next time...

Masa utk memandu!

2008-12-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

Haha, kecoh je lebih, baru sign up jeh utk buat lesen kereta dh crite byk, lesen L pun tarak lagi, lgpun kereta xde kt rumah, bpk aku jeh yg reti bwk krete, mak aku mana reti, so satu kereta jela kt rumah tu, apa benda la aku nk drive bila dpn lesen? kereta sorong tu kalo kira ok gak, or is it kereta lembu, beca bunyi cool, bdk2 yg "hip" dan "trendy" ske beca nih, boleh letak hydraulics kt beca aku skali ngan blaupunkt nyer stereo. Nanti terkejut xzibit tgk beca aku, aku lak gi cuit collar baju dia dan ckp, u just officially been pimped...

Kuat berangan btol aku nih mlm2 nih, anyways, prom = fun, mc dia haram punya membosankan, dan ada la performance band2 local, termasuk bittersweet, x kenal aku, tp mereka ni kira2 femes la dikalangan member2 aku, aku jeh katak bwh tempurung, benda2 mcm nih x tau, selepas semua band dah habis habis ada DJ lak kt situ, x kenal aku DJ nih, aku tgk equipment dia, turntable semua skali siap, gempak jugak la mamat ni buat performance, semua lagu stok sasau nyer, kami pun, dgn umur x cukup nk msk club (well, ada gak dieorg nih dh msk club, aku bdk baik, mana pernah buat benda2 mcm nih), menari ngan style2 yg aku x reti, aku main goyang jeh, lagu pitbull ada, usher ada, rihanna pun dia letak dlm mix dia, serious fun, sampai berpeluh member2 aku dibuatnyer, lampu2 dia x payah crite la, mmg btol2 ala2 club dia buat. Serious prom best...

Tetiba lak ada feeling nak tulis dalam bm...

Bahasa ibunda dikatakan...

Till next time...

Tribute to my hero

2008-12-14T22:58:00.000-08:00

I know its been a while since he died, but i dont give a fuck, im a big fan of george carlin, altho he is an atheist, i still dont give a flying fuck because i like his point of view about the world... like he once said, "i enjoy describing how things are, not suggesting how they are ought to be"

so, here is a video of his skit, modern man...

I'm a modern man, a man for the millennium, digital and smoke-free;.

A diversified, multi-cultural, post-modern deconstructionist; politically, anatomically and ecologically incorrect.

I've been uplinked and downloaded, I've been inputted and outsourced. I know the upside of downsizing, I know the downside of upgrading.

I'm a high-tech low-life. A cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bi-coastal multi-tasker, and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond.

I'm new-wave, but I'm old-school; and my inner child is outward-bound.

I'm a hot-wired, heat-seeking, warm-hearted cool customer; voice-activated and bio-degradable.

I interface with my database; my database is in cyberspace; so I'm interactive, I'm hyperactive, and from time to time I'm radioactive.

Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, ridin' the wave, dodgin' the bullet, pushin' the envelope.

I'm on point, on task, on message, and off drugs.

I've got no need for coke and speed; I've got no urge to binge and purge.

I'm in the moment, on the edge, over the top, but under the radar.

A high-concept, low-profile, medium-range ballistic missionary.

A street-wise smart bomb. A top-gun bottom-feeder.

I wear power ties, I tell power lies, I take power naps, I run victory laps.

I'm a totally ongoing, big-foot, slam-dunk rainmaker with a pro-active outreach.

A raging workaholic, a working rageaholic; out of rehab and in denial.

I've got a personal trainer, a personal shopper, a personal assistant, and a personal agenda.

You can't shut me up; you can't dumb me down. 'Cause I'm tireless, and I'm wireless. I'm an alpha-male on beta-blockers.

I'm a non-believer, I'm an over-achiever; Laid-back and fashion-forward. Up-front, down-home; low-rent, high-maintenance.

I'm super-sized, long-lasting, high-definition, fast-acting, oven-ready and built to last.

A hands-on, footloose, knee-jerk head case; prematurely post-traumatic, and I have a love child who sends me hate-mail.

But I'm feeling, I'm caring, I'm healing, I'm sharing. A supportive, bonding, nurturing primary-care giver.

My output is down, but my income is up. I take a short position on the long bond, and my revenue stream has its own cash flow.

I read junk mail, I eat junk food, I buy junk bonds, I watch trash sports.

I'm gender-specific, capital-intensive, user-friendly and lactose-intolerant.

I like rough sex; I like tough love. I use the F-word in my e-mail. And the software on my hard drive is hard-core—no soft porn.

I bought a microwave at a mini-mall. I bought a mini-van at a mega-store. I eat fast food in the slow lane. I'm toll-free, bite-size, ready-to-wear, and I come in all sizes.

A fully equipped, factory-authorized, hospital-tested, clinically-proven, scientifically-formulated medical miracle.

I've been pre-washed, pre-cooked, pre-heated, pre-screened, pre-approved, pre-packaged, post-dated, freeze-dried, double-wrapped and vacuum-packed.

And . . . I have unlimited broadband capacity.

I'm a rude dude, but I'm the real deal. Lean and mean. Cocked, locked and ready to rock; rough, tough and hard to bluff.

I take it slow, I go with the flow; I ride with the tide, I've got glide in my stride.

Drivin' and movin', sailin' and spinnin'; jivin' and groovin', wailin' and winnin'.

I don't snooze, so I don't lose. I keep the pedal to the metal and the rubber on the road. I party hearty, and lunchtime is crunch time.

I'm hangin' in, there ain't no doubt; and I'm hangin' tough.

Over and out.

RW in the TRS

2008-12-14T02:19:00.000-08:00

jeah jeah, congrats to The Rhymeweaver for his accomplishment to be a part of the malaysian hip hop supergroup The Rogue Squadron . His latest mixtape, Bloody Hardcore Battle Rhymes as part of his Five mixtape plan is coming out real soon, maybe early 2009, dunno bout that, better check that shit out. Ive reviewed his previous album here . Hope that i can review the next one (dont suck up to the guy because u want the mixtape for free).

Again congrats weaver...

Till next time...

Back to beatmaking

2008-12-10T03:57:00.000-08:00

I dont consider myself as a beatsmith when it comes to beatmaking, i see myself more like the boy who is carrying the bucket of water for the beatsmith to put that hot beat into the water, but SPM is over and i have ample amount of time nowadays so imma start back on beatmaking. I always like generating weird sounds and such from fl and trying to make some sort of melody out of it. Although some of it sounds wack, but im still trying rite here and hopefully imma update my dead profile with beats every now and then...

Eid ul Adha

2008-12-07T02:44:00.000-08:00

Happy Eid-ul Adha to all of the readers. (which is less than, um, 2 people i guess) May all of u be blessed with the meat that will be given on ur table with various styles of cooking it and i wish all of you a prosperous year ahead...

Till next time...

Sheep A - You heard that Bob? Sheep B - What? Sheep A - Eid ul Adha is coming, Sheep B - Gulp...

Freedom, is boring...

2008-12-05T05:39:00.000-08:00

Its only a few days after spm and im like, wtf man. I dont have a driver's license and my old man is reluctant to give me the greens or permission for me to obtain one. I am a grade A specimen of the malay term of 'takde life'. Its a mix of malay and english right there yo. Means that i am one boring fellow, oh well. I dont have a car, nowhere to travel, the places here bore me to death, i seriously dunno what to do, but, u may say, "get a job", and i'd be like "yeah, i got one." Its more like snoring than doing anything. I smell a collab coming up. Prom is coming up in a few weeks. Actually, i dont wanna go, but i already gots the clothes, and i have no choice but to go. I bet its gonna be boring, dunno why, i have that feeling...

Yeah yeah, konfrantasi , a local band is gonna perform and their name is quite popular amongst the young kids around here and they always give a good performance but somehow, i dunno, that "its gonna be boring you dumbfuck" thoughts is always present. Doesnt matter, im going anyway eventho i dont have a prom date or whatever u wanna call it because somebody doesnt wanna go because she isnt a usj 4 student anymore :D ...

guess imma go alone then...

it dont matter...

i guess...

Till next time...

100 is the number!

2008-12-02T23:44:00.000-08:00

i've reached 100 hits! and that STILL shows that im a boring dude, oh well, hakim finally hit a century yo, jeah jeah...

Till next time...

Kiss the school goodbye

2008-12-02T23:42:00.001-08:00

1 more paper to end my days in smk usj 4, its been a very stressful ride through spm, but it was fun, i guess, one more paper, dang, i just finished my accounts and economics, both papers were ok. Downloaded Altimet's first among equals, dope shit rite there...

I was suppose to post this yesterday, but what the heck, its over, finally over, a long journey, today i had a little prob with the invigilator, i dunno why, but she keeps on bugging me on stuff that i do, when i tried to take a nap, she wakes me up, with like half an hour left to spare. When i was shading/blackening my paper, she criticises me on my choice of pencils, i wanted to say to her. "Look, sunshine, im taking the paper now eh, not u, so, u sit on ur chair, or walk around if u want, but please, please, PLEASE, dont bother me." But sadly i cant, well, spm is over, went on to do some vandalism on the school properties. It was fun just drawing graffiti on the walls and such, fun day it was... Until the gorilla arrived... haha, just joking...

sadly my alarm clock doesnt work, i called the alarm clock, but the thing didnt pick up, dang... :D

gotsa do something during the holidays...

bet that its gonna be boring...

it already starts bore me right now...

sigh...

Till next time

Its a depressing state

2008-11-26T06:09:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow marks the day of freedom for them science students, EST or English for Science and Technology. An easy paper, they say, no need for studying and stuff, its all common sense and such. While yours truly finishes his paper next week, on Wednesday, which is commerce, a subject which requires u to read a lot on how to make ur transactions and such, and the day before that is Economics, a paper which requires u to understand the cash flow withing the country and states that the country is in if its federal reserve is good or is screwed up, and on Monday, is accounts, a subject which requires u to move around numbers in specific accounts to balance it. Now, them science students are off early, and im still waiting for my final three papers to come, and im not good at waiting. Damn the anticipation is breaking me down, slowly, but surely...

Till next time....

Unproductive activities

2008-11-22T05:20:00.000-08:00

I feel like a bum, all i do all day is eat, sleep, eat and sleep some more, damn son, i gotsa do something, cramped in this small space that i call my bedroom makes me a lil bit claustrophobic. Looking at walls or the pc screen the whole day is not a healthy activity, neither is watching the tv on the sofa and falling asleep there, i wish i can go out, its raining nowadays during the afternoons, which produces the optimum temperature for a good afternoon nap, be a little bit more productive will ya?

Gotta get out tomorrow, do something, anything...

till next time...

And that shows

2008-11-22T05:13:00.000-08:00

how a pretty boring guy i am, as u can see from my hit counters or whatever shindig that u wanna call that device, less than 10 hits a day, damn i am one boring dude...

anyways, its my blog...

till next time...

Now, now

2008-11-20T06:16:00.000-08:00

i just finished my pendidikan islam paper yesterday, i was kinda glad by this, i mean, 3 more papers man, 3 MORE, and thats it, no more oversized school uniforms, no more crappy canteen food and such, i know that in my last post, i said that imma miss that school, well after thinking about it. I dont care. Screw the school...

Anyways, yesterday, i was confronted by the penolong kanan (please help me with these translations) during recess, at the school canteen, she teaches pendidikan islam, and guess what paper was i taking yesterday? She said that she saw me feeling uneasy when opening the paper and started to look around, suspecting that i was trying to "copy" answers from the others. She was observing my so-called "unethical behaviour" while standing at the corner of the corridor, near the examination hall. I reacted quite violently, tackled her to the ground and i took a razor sharp blade, slit her throat and let her bleed to death...

Well, not exactly. I was actually quite stunned by her allegations, and i replied, now come on, i have no intentions to cheat, i was sleepy, bored, so i have to look around just to keep me awake while answering and not sleep through the whole examination, besides why should i cheat? I mean, its SPM, they have those invigilators wandering around to catch students who cheat and if u get caught, u have to wait for another 3 years before u can retake the whole thing. I cant risk that for 1 question. How fucked up does she think i am to copy answers?

relax man, another 3 more papers...

i gotta calm down...

accounts is on the 1st of December...

econs 2nd, commerce 3rd...

get a hold of urself...

till next time...

Final 4

2008-11-18T05:16:00.001-08:00

Thats right, its another four subjects and im free! Well, until college/university comes into my life, but before that happens, imma live my final days as a secondary school student. It was a fun-filled time of my life, it was a time of firsts, first time that i fell in love, never had her and regretted it dearly. God i would like to erase that moment in time, but i cant, gotta live with that shit. Skipped school the first time during fasting month and played basketball at a court nearby, went back home, tired, hungry, but i managed to keep my cool and survive the day, never skipped fasting yet, skipped classes regularly and so on and so forth. Participated in the Tug of war event in the school, representing my house, won that shit, didnt get a medal because i wasnt present at the medal acceptance ceremony. A LOT of memories that i had at SKSS (sorry, dont have a link) and SMK USJ 4(also, no link).

My friends always say, u know what, u might not feel it now, but when the time comes, ur definitely gonna miss every bit of school life, i guess. From the oversized school uniform to the nerds to the gangster/triad/mafia/yakuza wannabes. It was fun, having new friends, bitter hate against one another, (dont deny me people, u must've hated somebody in ur school time and there are LOTS of people who hate me, i know) backstabbing,(look, no matter how good u are, people still talk bad about u behind ur back) the occasional fights and such.

Im pretty sure that i will never see these people after this again, well, maybe during when they give u the spm result slips, but after that, maybe the 10% of those people u'll see again after that because u are close friends, but u wont see those people again because u are enrolled into a different university and that person does the same, some will study overseas, either by getting scholarships or their parents are just fucking rich(excuse me for my french), some will stay here and go to local institutions such as UM, UiTM or some other university/college.

Good things never last, well, nothing does actually...

Time to move on...

Im gonna miss this and remember this for the rest of my life...

or until i get hit at the back of my head and lose all of my memory...

Till next time

Its all in the matter of linguistics

2008-11-17T04:23:00.000-08:00

Today's exam is science, well, for those who actually took the time to read these posts, u will know that i am having my SPM exam, and im 4 subjects to go till im free, so to speak...

Anyways, today, i made a groundbreaking, astonishing, unbelievable discovery in my science paper. I tried to calm down and not to laugh at this joke, i thought that its a comedic punchline of sorts, but i actually read this at the back of the exam question paper, now, mind you, we were once under the british rule and i was like, damn son, u got to be kidding me on this...

Its not an optical illusion, it actually said on the paper....

10. Detach Section C from the question paper. Tie the helaian tambahan together with this question paper and hand in to the invigilator at the end of the examination.

now, concentrate on the statement, and concentrate even harder at the helaian tambahan bit, they managed to put in invigilator (which is a word i learned today, and thats the truth), but u cant find a word for helaian tambahan??? what??? There are words such as, 'extra answering sheets' or just plain old 'extra answering paper', but they actually put there helaian tambahan...

comedic stuff right there...

anyways, this is just a examination anecdote, nothing much, im not attacking the system, im just saying that its refreshing to see something funny like this, lightens up my mood and lowers the stress level...

gotta watch what i say...

big brother is watching...

till next time...