Im trying my best to love H.E.R

Its not about a chick people, this is about my love for rap, its fading, god i hate that fact, nowadays i cant even write a decent bar. Damn, i feel rusty, too much beat making, damn...

Need some international forums to polish my skills, Malaysian hip hop forums are dead as far as im concerned, the phatforum , bazement, hell even that new Malaysian hip hop forum is dead...

Do help me...

Gotta listen to more Big L and Canibus ...

listen to this new shit...

So far

So good, jeah jeah, its going along fine for me in SPM, but i have one complaint, it involves a string, an SPM booklet, and some creativity. The are some papers where some people (and god bless those people) wrote too much on their booklet and require extra papers to write on, i have nothing against that, they have creativity overflowing and need every piece to write it on, i support them creative writing people, good for them.

What i dont understand is, they give me a booklet and the thing wont break without some force exerted towards it, a perfectly fine booklet. But, here is the fun part, they gave me a piece of string, and i was like, "a piece of string? i thot this thing is a booklet, it can hold itself, why give me a string? to strengthen the booklet? the booklet is perfectly fine". Silly me, due to my ignorance, the prefect scolded me because i was "wasting everybody's time". I said, why must i tie a knot? i dont have extra papers. The prefect insisted that i tie it, so i did, but the school already prepared a bomb squad if there is a case where the prefect actually exploded due to my intelligent comment...

haha, just making up stories to release some steam, but the string and booklet thing actually happened, except for the prefect going to turn USJ into Hiroshima or Nagasaki

5 more papers to go...

damn...

Science is next...

Bilingual exams are fun...

Till next time...

Luck

I hate it when people wish me good luck for my SPM. They would usually say, "Wish you good luck for ur SPM". Immediately after their 'wish', i express my dissatisfaction towards it, and they will ask, why do i make such remarks. I mean, look at it this way, i've been busting my ass studying for this particular exam, and some bloke or chick will come up to me and wish me luck like i didnt do anything for the exam and depend solely on luck to get straight A1's. That ish pisses me off... Maybe my nervousness has brought me towards the edge and causing me to piss off at simple things like this, maybe, but i dont care...

Im one paranoid 17 year-old...

maybe its the pressure...

maybe its the drugs, or sugar rush, i dunno...

November 11th

"We will fight them in the beaches, in the air, on the land, Eeyor and Tigger!"

said Robin Williams about Winston Churchill because of Winston's alcohol addiction problem Robin said that some of Winston's greatest speeches were actually made by a man from the BBC who also made Winnie the Pooh, its kinda funny tho, i dunno about that, but what i know is that SPM is at the doorstep and all i can say is, bring it on beeeiiiitchhhh, haha...

Tuesday, first paper, Bahasa Melayu and after that is Sejarah, then we're back with BM again in the afternoon...

damn...

gotta recruit Pooh, Piglet and that owl with the kangaroo mother and her joey , see, i was raised with Transformers, not some soft Winnie the Pooh ish, so i dont know the name of the characters in the show...

till next time...

Pengukir Seni

One crazy dope ass matafakah who added me about last month. i thot he was another wack ass pussy matafakah who cant even rhyme but i decided to look into his profile anyway and all i can say is he is fucking dope with some sick malay tracks, go check the dude out...

Pengukir Seni

where were we?

SPM is in a week, i cant even find my fuckkkin timetable for spm. Fuck...

gotta get that thing...

but where?

i dunno...

till next time...

Well

im not so fucked up as i thot i was, u can actually keep the textbooks if u want for further reference and u can delay the time when u wanna give back the textbook. (i think its after spm, i dunno) Also, i just remembered that i bought my economics text book so i dont have to return it back to the school. Lucky me eh, jeah jeah...

SPM is in 11 days...

God, i hate that fact...

as Winston Churchill once said - "If you are going through hell, keep going"

i guess he is right...

where are my fireproof gear? im going into hell yo...

i know that in islam, the flames of hell are far more greater that the fire that we have on earth...

just do it...

thats nike's slogan, but what the heck...

till next time...