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I have always said to myself, its time to reinvent myself, to change for the better, to kick off old habits, to start off, fresh. Deluded into the this mindset where my capabilities are adequate when it is nowhere near the capacity where it can bring back good results. No, good is not the adjective, it's about being the best, to overcome with the odds stacked against me, which i always take it lightly and it's jeopardizing my future. This predicament, is exactly what I needed.

The wake up call, the spark to bring me back on solid ground, this seems to be it, rise and taste reality, the ultimate slap in the face, and to pick up the pieces where i have left off and reinvent myself, that will be the order for next semester. I must agree, I'm not getting younger, if the results stay stagnant, so will the future, and that is, by all means have to be avoided. But then again, talking alone is not enough, actions must accompany it, so, the stepping stone is there, it's just a matter of taking the leap of faith from being an arrogant douchebag to a humble, wise man... i guess...



Accepting defeat is the first step in self-humility...

Till next time...