Good thoughts

I always think to myself, is really some part of me is dead? I dont think that Im the same person I was 2 years ago, as the happy-go-lucky kinda guy. Nowadays, I think too much. Stresses about SPM and the consequences i would face if i was to flunk this exam like what i did in PMR. Some say its due to maturity, maybe its true, maybe maturity has caught up with me. But in my opinion, it has more to do with guilt, the guilt of me actually screwing up in PMR makes me wanna push a little bit harder. Yes its a good thing but, come to think of it, maybe i think too much. Maybe i gotta relax a little bit. SPM is not the end of the world, inhale the fresh air, be thankful that im alive to see another day and praise to Allah who is there with me. Its gonna be a better day tomorrow...